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AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF MR. TRUNG LE
First Stage in Life: Childhood and Early
Education
I was born in 1979 in the city of Hue, Vietnam. My parents and I
immigrated here in 1984 to escape communist Viet Nam just like many
other Southern Vietnamese. Being young at the time, I do not recall
much of my early childhood. Growing up in this country most of my
life has led me to adopt most of the American way of thinking and
living (until I became truly self-aware while in my early years of
college). My parents moved around a lot throughout my childhood,
which meant that I made friends in school, and ended up leaving them
several times throughout elementary school. This is something that I
did not like. Growing up with non-Vietnamese schoolmates and
speaking mostly English has led me away from the traditional
Vietnamese culture and the lack of being able to speak Vietnamese
fluently. But like many Vietnamese students, I was brainwashed to be
hardworking and excel in academics, instead of pursuing my passions
and fulfilling human potential. I never really questioned this
collectivist mentality until the dramatic stage in life called high
school.
Prior to
entering high school, I went to a a public junior high that was
filled with minorities from the lower class. Upon reflection, the
quality of education was not that great, but nevertheless, I was
known to be the quiet A student. I started out this way upon
entering Dr. James J. Hogan Senior High school, another public
school located in Vallejo, CA, and yes, this school was also filled
with many people and minorities from the middle and lower class. The
drama of 10th and 11th grade made me question my own personal life.
This was partly due to school related stress and my lack of interest
in the school environment at that time. Another factor was due to
falling in love for the first time. This person that I had a crush
on made me question my culture and how I was living life.
I began to
care less and less, which resulted in poorer grades. Eric Shang, my
11th grade English teacher, was able to see the lack of harmony
within my life. During the Christmas of this year, he gave me
a book by Thich Nhat Hanh entitled "Peace is Every Step". Thich Nhat
Hanh is a Vietnamese Buddhist monk who teaches the art of
mindfulness. Reading this book brought me a sense of inner peace and
initiated my quest to find more happiness. Eleventh and 12th grades
were years of great spiritual and psychological growth. I read many
books on Eastern religions and philosophy at this time. Many books
were on Zen Buddhism and Taoism. By my senior year, I wanted out. I
wanted to end school early, and I did. I completed all my graduation
requirements and left high school one semester early, and began
college in the Spring of 1997.
Second
Stage in Life: College
Junior
College Education at Diablo Valley College
A cousin
of mine introduced me to Diablo Valley College in Pleasant Hill, CA,
which is located about 20 minutes from Vallejo. When I first visited
the campus, I was amazed as to how big it is (DVC is on 100 acres of
land). I could not enroll in the day courses because the Fall
term of high school was not over when the Spring term of DVC began.
For about a period of two weeks, I had to attend both. In the end,
instead of being able to take a computer related course, I took an
art course. College is such a big change from the high school
setting. It is more relaxed, I get to choose my own courses and the
time I want to take these courses, and there is many more courses to
choose from. The Spring of 2007 was a very relaxing semester for me.
When the school year ended, I went back to my high school to attend
the graduation ceremony, which was a deeply moving experience for
me, as well as for others. This experience is an example of "a
right of passage". Now that we have graduated, we are ready to move
on to next major stage in our life - college and work. The school
setting is never the same after this moment. College is nothing like
high school. People do not bond in friendship like we do in high
school. Graduation was not as emotionally rewarding either.
My junior
college years at Diablo Valley College were years of tremendous
growth. I gained knowledge across a variety of disciplines due to
the general education requirements. The most significant courses
that I took were Psychology under Paul Pitner, Social Science under
Bob Mannaburg (retired), Sociology under Fenno Ogutu, and Philosophy
under Phyllis Berger (retired). These teachers taught me to
understand more about myself, more about our society, and more about
our world. I would say that I finally awoke from my dream state
while taking two Social Science courses with Bob Mannaburg. Reading
books such as "Against Empire" by Michael Parenti and "People's
History of the United States" by Howard Zinn unveiled the shocking
tyrannical nature of the U.S. government and mechanisms used to
control the masses. Taking these courses caused me to realize the
true nature of reality, just like Neo was awaken from the Matrix.
From that point on, my perception of my life and our society was
never the same again. All of these teachers, in their own way, made
me to realize this. Mr. Pitner taught me to understand more about
human behavior in a very entertaining way. This led me to major in
Psychology at San Jose State University with the intention of going
into the mental health field. Mrs. Berger enlightened my to the
wonderful world of philosophical inquiry, so much so that I also
wanted to major in Philosophy. Her class was the initial spark that
has led me to become a Philosophy teacher. During Fall of 2007, I
taught in the very same classroom that I took her course, Humanities
110. My two and a half years at DVC were truly significant years of
my academic life.
Undergraduate Education at San Jose State University
I
transferred to San Jose State University in the Fall of 1999. I
applied as a philosophy major but decided to pursue a Bachelor's
degree in Psychology upon entering due to the concern of whether I
can have a career with a degree in Philosophy. And so I majored in
Psychology and minored in Philosophy. San Jose State is a wonderful
campus that is even larger than Diablo Valley College. It is located
in downtown San Jose, which meant many one way streets, many cars,
and tall buildings. The heart of the campus itself is isolated
from the surrounding streets, therefore it is relatively peaceful.
As I began to get situated at SJSU, I began to loose interest in
Psychology. The Professors in this department were not as
inspirational as Mr. Pitner at DVC. The lectures were often times
boring and dry. Throughout my undergraduate education, I also took
philosophy courses. By my senior year, philosophy became my primary
interest.
During the graduating semester of Spring, 2001, I was
browsing through the classified adds in the San Jose Mercury for
mental health jobs. This was when I realized that graduating with
the B.A. in Psychology is not enough to obtain employment. Many of
the positions required a B.A. with many years of experience or a
Master's degree in Psychology. This was when I decided that I have
to continue towards a Master's degree to obtain employment. By this
time, I wanted to become a teacher. The only question was: "Should I
teach psychology or philosophy?" While listening to opera one
evening, I felt the calling of philosophy. This was the moment that
I knew for certain that I wanted to devote my life towards
enlightening others through the teaching of philosophy. I realized
that I can cover much more in a philosophy course than I can in a
psychology course. In a philosophy course, I can speak about
psychology, political science, sociology, history, and anything else
that leads to a better understanding of ourselves and our society.
Philosophy courses, at least my philosophy courses, are not merely
about the search for wisdom and the enlightenment of the individual.
Graduate
Education at San Jose State University
After
graduating with the B.A. in Psychology, I spent one year making
myself qualified to enter the M.A. program in Philosophy. I needed
to take certain lower divisions courses and I needed to obtain three
letters of recommendation. I spent the 2001 - 2002 academic year to
do this. That year was relatively a relaxing year. I never again
took a full course load because I realized that it is difficult to
read through all of the reading assignments by being a full-time
student. During the Fall of 2001, I enrolled in a seminar on
Aristotle under Professor Peter Hadreas, who was a very good
teacher. I can imagine him as being Aristotle himself. This course
was very enlightening. I also enrolled in Eastern Religions under
Professor Chanh Phan, who later became my primary academic mentor. I
now give him advice on how to structure his courses and write his
syllabi.
I entered
the M.A. program in the Fall of 2002. Taking two courses per
semester, I slowly worked towards my goal. Throughout the next three
years, I fulfilled all of the requirements, undertook Teaching
Assistant positions (grading papers for Professors) during Fall,
2002 to Fall, 2003 and eventually undertook the Teaching Associate
position (teaching my own course during Fall, 2004 - Spring, 2005).
I was a busy bee throughout these years. I was deeply involved in my
studies, learning each philosophical theory carefully and
meticulously. In addition to grading, I eventually became a tutor
(Fall, 2003 - Fall, 2004) in the Philosophy and Logic Lab, a place
where I once went to in order receive help on my philosophy papers.
I also helped to schedule the work hours of employees during this
time. By the Spring of 2005, I was given the position of Assistant
Director of the Philosophy Center. I was also the Editor-in-Chief of
our undergraduate journal from 2003 - 2005, and I was the unofficial
graduate student advisor for many semester. I taught my own course
during my last year in the program. This was an extremely valuable
experience, being excited to teach for the first time ever my own
philosophy course. I finally graduated with the M.A. in Philosophy
in May, 2005.
During my
graduate years, I came to a very disappointing realization. I
realize that half of my colleagues (students and faculty) in the
philosophy department, as smart as they were, did not truly care
about the well-being and the advancement of our society. In order
words, they did not care about helping people. I was under the false
impression that anyone majoring in philosophy would care, just as I
do, about the current state of political affairs and making this
society better. It turns out that people fall in one of two major
camps within philosophy. Those who are interested in the advancement
of the individual and society fall in the ethics/ social/ political
philosophy camp. Those who do not fall in the metaphysics/
epistemology camp. Both types of people are smart and enjoy the
pleasure of philosophy inquiry, which is why I and other people
decided to major in philosophy. But the pursuit of knowledge and
wisdom does not necessarily entail that a person cares for the
well-being of people and the harmony of society. I later realized
that this is not uncommon among other disciplines as well including
psychology and political science. My interests in the state of
political affairs were renewed during my latter years in the
graduate program. Upon recommendation from a fellow classmate, I
began to study under two faculty members in the political science
department. The first was Professor Kenneth Peter who specialized in
political theory and the second was Professor Cobie Harris who
specialized in International Relations and American Politics. My
philosophical interests coincided with Professor Peter. Professor
Harris was one of those rare radical thinkers that likes to slap you
in the face with the true nature of our social and political system.
I enjoyed attending these courses in my latter years more so than I
did my philosophy courses.
Post-Graduate Education at University of California, Berkeley
During the
summer of 2004, 2005, and 2006, I studied political science at the
University of California at Berkeley. This experience was
significant because I latter incorporated the teaching methodology
of UC-Berkeley Professors into my own teaching pedagogy, which
incorporates an extensive reading list and uses a more holistic
approach. Those unfamiliar with this type of education will find it
difficult and overwhelming. This, in fact, is what distinguishes
prestigious Universities such UC-Berkeley from others. Most faculty
members at non-prestigious Universities will limit their reading
list because they feel that their students should not be exposed to
so much work, difficulty, and expectation, simply because they
cannot handle it. But to operate on this value undermines students
because it limits discipline, growth, and potential.
The Third
Stage in Life: Work
After I
graduated from San Jose State University, I was recommended over to
De Anza College in Cupertino, CA by Wayne Yuen, who was a former
philosophy student at SJSU. I took a class or two with him and spoke
to him occasionally while I was a graduate student. This process is
called getting a job through networking. I received an e-mail from
Cynthia Kaufman, the Chair of the Philosophy Department at De Anza
to come in for an interview. They were so impressed that they
offered me the job that same afternoon.
During the
2005 - 2006 academic year, I taught at De Anza College and I still
continued to take political science courses at San Jose State. My
first term at De Anza College was an enlightening one. This was when
I realized that I had a relatively privileged education and a
privileged life. I came to this realization after getting to the
know my students at De Anza. Many students worked part-time, some
full-time, many had personal problems, and many had family problems.
Not many were able to afford the luxury of attending school
full-time and not having to worry about work like I had for so many
years. I also realized that the De Anza students were more engaged
and the faculty were more devoted than the ones at San Jose State
University.
In the
summer of 2006, I finally fulfilled my dream of traveling to Europe
for two weeks. I went to Germany, Switzerland, and Italy. Traveling
abroad enabled me to experience foreign cultures. To see people
behaving differently and speaking in a different language was a
major culture shock. The marvelous architecture in Italy made me
realize the huge accomplishments of human civilization. I am still
unable to grasp how people were able to build massive stone
structures that can be several hundreds of feet high prior to modern
day construction and engineering know-how. This trip also made me
realize not to take things for granted. What I missed the most was
having a nice place to sleep under because the hotels were not all
that great when I had booked them prior to the trip. Being on the go
most of the time made me appreciate the ability to be able to sit
down and enjoy reading a book and having coffee (since I usually do
this at Barnes and Noble). Eating take out food made me appreciate
dining and even enjoying a cup of ice water. Using calling cards and
phone booths to call back to the United States made me appreciate
the convenience of using a cellar phone or a home phone.
Accessing the Internet at Kiosk machines and internet Cafes made me
appreciate the ability to access the Internet conveniently in a hot
spot area at a coffee shop or using DSL at home. I also realized
that it is truly nice to have the ability to communicate with people
- something we also take for granted in this country. Falling ill
near the end of the trip made me appreciate being in good health.
Traveling many, many hours made me appreciate not traveling. The
trip back home was probably over 20 hours of being on planes and
being at the airport. I was extremely, extremely happy upon the
final flight back to San Jose. All I wanted was harmony, and harmony
is returning to the normal life.
During the
2006 - 2007 academic year, I began teaching at a second college -
Diablo Valley College in Pleasant Hill. Returning to the school that
I once attended was like returning to a home that I was away from
for several years. I was now the teacher who instructed the
students, which was another rewarding experience in my life. I no
longer took any more courses at San Jose State because I now had the
equivalent of a full-time teaching job. During the 2007 - 2008
academic year, I began teaching at a third college - San Jose
City College. My first class was a small, evening course.
Nevertheless, it was a fun course.
The
Present and Future
I
currently teach at De Anza College and Diablo Valley College. I
continue to enjoy the privileged life of enlightening students
through teaching philosophy and providing academic and psychological
advice to them in and outside of the classroom. This is truly a
privileged position.
I plan to
continue teaching philosophy at the community college and provide
academic consultation to all who are interested.
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